Despite all the mental strength and perseverance you’ve developed over the years, there will always be those days when you simply can’t function. You making a choice to get out of bed and get through your normal routine makes no difference to the fact that your brain has decided to shut down.
I would have liked to write more. I can’t think though and I might not make sense so I’m going to stop. Maybe tomorrow if I’m able to make sense of today myself. I got to go back to bed now. My phone feels heavier than normal and I can’t stand looking at my screen.
Love to all.