I’m in pain. My feet are icy cold.
The weakness is taking over me bit by bit.
I’m in need of rest. A long, peaceful rest.
I need to just let it all sink in.
I needed this certainty so badly.
Even though I stayed strong, the external stress I had to deal with was unbelievable. None of it was mine and yet at times I’d find myself wondering, “What if negativity won over the trust I have been creating for myself?”
I am SO relieved today.
Trust won over fear.
Thank you, thank you, thank you!✨ I can now just let myself be fatigued, rest and breathe and get ready for all the new things life has planned for me. It’s a new beginning and it doesn’t get any easier from here. I just have some space to breathe now, to figure it all out one step at a time, and that’s exactly what was required.